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Homemade ice cream, or rather finding a homemade ice cream shop that is crazy good and going every single day to the point that I’m starting to worry about how much sugar I’m in taking.
Also, it’s still crazy rainy over here and I love rainstorms and there’s one going on right now.
And I started playing borderlands one finally and it’s pretty fun.
Despite a lot of schedule fuckery and stresses, I managed to attend my main hobby. A lot of my growth has been in regulating my response to stress.
Nothing. Everything just keeps getting worse. Leukemia. Pancreatitis. No contact with abusive family. Relationship with abusive partner falling apart. Will probably end up homeless. Certainly feels like nobody gives a fuck I have problems or exist.
USA is killing me, sorry I’m not happy about it. I know I’m not special, I’m just one more broken loser.
Edit: why is my whiney bullshit upvoted. Just let me die.
At least you have your health. /s
I hope you get an upswing soon. You deserve some wins, and you definitely deserve better relationships.
There’s medical tourism so that you can receive comparable care overseas for much cheaper than in the states, and any job you can get online, even at a pay cut, will make your living expenses cheaper in a lot of other countries than continuing to live in the USA where you get zero benefits.
The USA offers so few benefits to its citizens, especially those more vulnerable, that it makes sense to try your luck elsewhere.
We started running the swamp cooler overnight so now I’ve been sleeping better. High desert stuff.
I saw some friends that I haven’t seen in person in a while :)
I can’t remember all the bits and pieces last week that would allow me to answer this, but at the very beginning of this week, I was happy to learn that people where I’ve been living for two years now, despite not having fully warmed up to me (and they may never do so, which does feel a little lonely), consider me a positive addition to the community to more of an extent than I originally thought. There are a number of people who give me a hard time in day-to-day life and I’ve noticed more and more they’re growing into the whole “leave Spiderman alone” routine on them.
